The Seven Seas.

Saturday, July 18, 2015

Summer: It's time.

We're moving on again. 

Maybe I'll never make it. As a blogger, as a person. Whatever the case is, I can't be here. I need to change everything again. My skin is getting itchy. I've let everyone down, managed to make most of my immediate support system disown me, and lost pretty much everyone I've called friend the last four-ish years. That's not to say that I don't have my people. The ones who've stuck out my insanity and managed to make it around the bend with me. I should make them badges or patches. "The few, the mostly shamed, the Hunter's remaining friends."
Yeah.
Well it was a fun experiment and now I get to do it again. This concludes the second half of my Junior year blog. The first half can be found over at Sun Shy. These blogs are a testament to my total inability to function like a normal human being. (Also wow, I just looked back at some of my old posts. Whew.)

The only thing that I've really learned this year is that to be alive means to suffer through change, and enjoy the good things that come from it.

I hope this blog has made you think. Whether it be about yourself, or others. I hope it made you try new things. I hope you (and I) learned from my mistakes.

I'll post the new blogs link when I make it.


{DETOX and CHANGE}

Have fun and Be Free.


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“Remember me and smile, for it's better to forget than to remember me and cry.” 
― Dr. Seuss

Wednesday, July 8, 2015

Summer: Life's What You Make It.

I was kicked out of summer school.
Super rad, I know. Summer really has been rough. I can't seem to get it right. But that right there is quitter talk. I have too many people relying on my success to indulge in quitter talk.

So what am I going to do about it?
  1. Look into BYU summer school courses
  2. Call my counselor and let her know the awesome news
  3. maybe contact Edwards and tell her (? this option actually scares me)
What am I not going to do?
  1. Mope
  2. Get stuck on it
I am an immovable force of nature and honestly my summer school was really bad. My teacher wasn't there half the time and I'm pretty sure they had me help falsify documents. Also Major DB was exactly that, a major DB. I know that what's happened isn't good, I have three classes to fix and a limited amount of time to do so. I also have to find a mentor and figure out how I'm going to pass next year.

I really am better than this. I'm kinda super disappointed in myself because I F'ed up this badly.
This certainly isn't the end. But a good general knows when to make a tactical retreat.
So folks, this is your general, sounding the alarm.


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SHUT UP AND DANCE By Alexsipie

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"Wishing only gets you halfway, the other half is hard work." - The Princess And The Frog